Without the ceremony of knocking, Parfen entered a small apartment, furnished
like a drawing-room, but with a polished mahogany partition dividing one half of
it from what was probably a bedroom. In one corner of this room sat an old woman
in an arm- chair, close to the stove. She did not look very old, and her face
was a pleasant, round one; but she was white-haired and, as one could detect at
the first glance, quite in her second childhood. She wore a black woollen dress,
with a black handkerchief round her neck and shoulders, and a white cap with
black ribbons. Her feet were raised on a footstool. Beside her sat another old
woman, also dressed in mourning, and silently knitting a stocking; this was
evidently a companion. They both looked as though they never broke the silence.
The first old woman, so soon as she saw Rogojin and the prince, smiled and bowed
courteously several times, in token of her gratification at their visit.
"Mother," said Rogojin, kissing her hand, "here is my great friend, Prince
Muishkin; we have exchanged crosses; he was like a real brother to me at Moscow
at one time, and did a great deal for me. Bless him, mother, as you would bless
your own son. Wait a moment, let me arrange your hands for you."
But the old lady, before Parfen had time to touch her, raised her right hand,
and, with three fingers held up, devoutly made the sign of the cross three times
over the prince. She then nodded her head kindly at him once more.
"She understood nothing of what I said to her, and did not know what I wanted
her to do, and yet she blessed you; that shows she wished to do so herself.
Well, goodbye; it's time you went, and I must go too."
"Well, let me at least embrace you and say goodbye, you strange fellow!"
cried the prince, looking with gentle reproach at Rogojin, and advancing towards
him. But the latter had hardly raised his arms when he dropped them again. He
could not make up his mind to it; he turned away from the prince in order to
avoid looking at him. He could not embrace him.
"Don't be afraid," he muttered, indistinctly, "though I have taken your
cross, I shall not murder you for your watch." So saying, he laughed suddenly,
and strangely. Then in a moment his face became transfigured; he grew deadly
white, his lips trembled, his eves burned like fire. He stretched out his arms
and held the prince tightly to him, and said in a strangled voice:
"Well, take her! It's Fate! She's yours. I surrender her.... Remember
Rogojin!" And pushing the prince from him, without looking back at him, he
hurriedly entered his own flat, and banged the door.
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